*warning* This post contains a surfeit of parenthetical phrases and statements, for which I apologize.
I often find myself having to remember that in addition to living in Cairo, jetting off to Lebanon (!!posts coming soon!!), and speaking Arabic to people in the street, I happen to be attending school. Today was not one of those days.
You may remember that among the courses I'm taking is a graduate-level Introduction to Middle Eastern Studies (if not, you can read about it here). Today we arrived at Orientalism, a school of thought concerning the relationship between the West and the Orient (as it was called at the time). Among the articles we read today was Samuel Huntington's Clash of Civilizations? which is widely considered to be one of the most referenced works within the doctrine. (If you're interested in the actual text, let me know, and I can send it to you.) Huntington's basic arguments is that civilizations (he puts forth seven/eight) rather than nation-states will be responsible for conflicts in the future. The most problematic part of his argument has to do with the way he divides people, and assertion that all Orthodox people, for example, are essentially the same, will fight for the same things, and will band together against the same peoples.
Over the course of our discussion, the question of identity came up. Can you define yourself without creating problematic categories? Do we define ourselves based solely on what we have been raised to know? What is the importance of identity anyway? Our professor mentioned research that shows that fifty years ago, if you had asked how people living in Cairo defined themselves in a few nouns/adjectives (there is no lexical distinction between the two in Arabic, the difference is only gleaned from context), the first word likely to come up was Egyptian or Arab. Ask the same question today, and the answer is more likely to start with Muslim or Christian. And so, I began to think. How would I define myself? What three words or phrases would I choose? So I put the question to you, friends, relatives, lurkers, how do you define yourself? Don't think about it too hard, and don't sign your name if you don't want to, but thinking about what you feel defines you can give an interesting perspective on how you see the world, and how you interact with it. At least, that's my view.
When there are at least three responses up, I'll post my answer. To be honest, I still don't know what it will be. Coming in the next week will be a series of posts about my (almost) week in Lebanon. I'm thinking to do a general narrative of places, plus supplements about the people and the food. What do you think? After all, I write for you...
I almost always think of myself definitively as a Woman, first and foremost. Perhaps that's because Women is the group I belong to that feels most victimized and I want to stand up for it?
ReplyDelete-jacqui
P.S. miss you terribly; bring home a pyramid.
Intresting question... Good food for thought. I probably define myself through my work first: so perhaps educator/administrator. Also, as an active member/citizen of whatever community I am in. I definitely identify as an American. And also as an active member of the lives of the people who are important to me, so would that be friend/family member?
ReplyDeleteAunt Laura (see - right there I'm identifying myself.) :)
I was never very good at these games.. I like paragraphs too much. However, in honor of avoiding studying for my finals, I'll indulge.
ReplyDelete1) Julia (because proper nouns, especially, are defined in context, so no matter what the Latin or urban dictionary says, Julia means what I damn well want it to)
2) Ideologue (Despite the negative connotations (dogmatic and so on), I like my ideologies and tend to speak and think in them, and it's an encompassing enough word to include politics, religion, philosophy and who knows what else. I wish English had a better noun.)
3) Woman, or perhaps even girl. (Though not for any of the reasons Jacqueline articulated. I don't like identifying because of victimization or a need to protect myself. But my femaleness (Is that a word? I have fervently avoided women's studies classes..) is a visceral fundamental part of my self, more inseparable than perhaps any other. I'm reluctant on the girl-woman question because I am not Paul, and hence not quite ready to put away childish things.)
Look, you asked for three words and I still managed to write you an essay. Typical. (Hmm, that could be one of my words..)